lonelyhousewife35
06-01-2007, 02:04 PM
I would prefer to have this support forum just for me. If you care so much about what is on my mind, how I am feeling, what I'm thinking about then all you need to do is just ask me. It's what I have been trying to tell you for the past year, "get me to open up to you about my feelings without interupting me or getting defensive or turning my feelings against me." Just listen. But, we both know your on this board lurking because your not concerned with how I am feeling, your more concerned about what I "might" be saying about "you".
So, I warn you now, if you continue in this direction, your just going to continue destroying our marriage, because your not concerned with me, your still thinking only about "yourself", your image, your ego, your pride. Stop thinking about yourself and get off my support forum and come to me. Tell me what a selfish, stupid, little boy you are- how remorseful you are for using my heart as a doormat. That you deserve everything that has happended and more, because it could never come close to the pain you have caused me. This my lurking husband would be a start to recovery. Oh- ya, you could also buy a new copy of my Dr, Phil Relationship Recovery Book that (I bought months ago, read inside and out, wrote in and did the homework while you laughed at me and called me "mental". The book I bought on the day we had yet another huge fight, while you were online reserching divorce attorneys.
The book you decided to burn in response to my video I made and posted here and on youtube. (In the video I burned something I bought you.) you.... you selfish man had to burn something I bought myself, something I bought to "rescue our relationship".
Oh... BTW- (sarcasticly) thank you so much for the kind call today wishing me luck as I see the doctor and get the results from the biopsies. I know you really care based on how upset you were yesterday that I sent your brother a copy of the video I made.
Once again- it's all about you.
Get off here. this is my place to heal. If you really care about me, you would be "there " for me instead of "here" reading about "you".
So, I warn you now, if you continue in this direction, your just going to continue destroying our marriage, because your not concerned with me, your still thinking only about "yourself", your image, your ego, your pride. Stop thinking about yourself and get off my support forum and come to me. Tell me what a selfish, stupid, little boy you are- how remorseful you are for using my heart as a doormat. That you deserve everything that has happended and more, because it could never come close to the pain you have caused me. This my lurking husband would be a start to recovery. Oh- ya, you could also buy a new copy of my Dr, Phil Relationship Recovery Book that (I bought months ago, read inside and out, wrote in and did the homework while you laughed at me and called me "mental". The book I bought on the day we had yet another huge fight, while you were online reserching divorce attorneys.
The book you decided to burn in response to my video I made and posted here and on youtube. (In the video I burned something I bought you.) you.... you selfish man had to burn something I bought myself, something I bought to "rescue our relationship".
Oh... BTW- (sarcasticly) thank you so much for the kind call today wishing me luck as I see the doctor and get the results from the biopsies. I know you really care based on how upset you were yesterday that I sent your brother a copy of the video I made.
Once again- it's all about you.
Get off here. this is my place to heal. If you really care about me, you would be "there " for me instead of "here" reading about "you".