it still hurts

[blancabelle]

its been over a year since my daughter called me at work to inform me that my husband wasnt coming home, he left me, the house, and the kids for a homeless woman, he took everything, we had no money, no food, no heat , he took everything he even came back a couple of weeks ago for the furniture. i've had noone to talk to about this, and my children tried to hold me together while i completely fell apart... i planned my whole life around my husband.
he was even nice enough to call me at my job the day before our anniversary to let me know they had sex, then he call my daughters at home to tell them aswell.
when he brought his girlfriend and her kids ( due to her being unstable and not being able to take care of herself not to mention her children she lost custody of her them and only sees them on the weekends) to my neighbors my daughters were in the house crying that he never gave them the attention like he was giving them.
there is much much more, i'm sure will come up at a later time.
about 5 weeks ago he called me to inform me he had her ( his girlfriend) commited into a hospital for the 4th time since hes been with her, and now wants to save his marriage, over the past year i gave him a dozen chances to come home and each time he chose her over us, he tells me he just wanted to help her. he is always contacting me everyday in one form or another several time a day... one minute he's telling me he loves me, the next he is telling lies to me, he has asked me to stop the divorce... but i cant do it.
he has blamed me for his cheating, and he has also blamed my childern for his cheating.
as i have said i have had noone to talk to about this and would really like to get some advise, do you have any words of wisdom that could help my daughters and me???

[usarecred]

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